Our season has ended, it has been real. I hope you are well. I hope you are still having fun with your friends. I hope you are still pursuing your dream of opening that place. I hope you found someone that you can call when something goes wrong. I hope you have someone to call when you are really excited about something that transpired during your day. I hope you still blast your music loud and smile extremely hard as you’re driving through the highway. I hope you found someone to encourage you, to make you smile, to make you happy, someone that brings the best out of you, someone who you do not have to lie to, someone you feel comfortable bringing around your friends and family.
I never could picture my life without you but it’s here and I am grateful. So grateful in fact that I would like to say thank you. Thank you for turning me into someone I was not so that I could discover the person I am now. Thank you for making me question everything I did or wanted to do. Thank you for making it hard for me to trust people. Thank you for putting my joy on hold. I am now the happiest I have been in a long time, so thank you. I want you to know that I hold no ill will towards you. I am happy that I was able to feel that low to now feel this high. I now know what it feels like to be completely in love with my worth. Thank you for hurting my pride. Thank you for giving me the push it took for me to ask GOD for help. I want you to know that I don’t cry over you anymore. I do not wake up from a nap and think about you first thing anymore. I no longer wonder if I’m going to have to halt plans with friends just in case you may be free to hang out with me. I no longer have hopes that you will make plans with me and not cancel. I do not wonder if I should plan my life around your availability. Sometimes people ask me about you and I can honestly say we don’t talk anymore. I no longer know the type of life you live, who your friends are, or what your favorite past time is. All I ever answer is “I pray the best for him.” I honestly do pray the best life for you, I hope that you have been able to find the same amount of happiness as I have.